Firstly , i wan to say that I'm really so proud to have you Shuan . Thank you for being so loyal with me for this long...eventhough i hurt your feeling for how many times but you still manage to stay with me..I so appreciate that..

Here it goes for the very hard part for me with you~

First thing that i wan to say to you is im so so so sorryy for what had happen..Im really so regreat to ask you do that all kind of thing..im was SO stupid at that time . I doesnt think about your feeling at all..I was such so selfishh..I just think bout my feeling and doesnt care for what you feel...what important thing at that time is just all about my feeling and what I wanted for . Im soo soryyy for being that person . I can't control myself  and also my nafsu at that time..what I care at that moment is just bout my SELFISSHH feeling . With this and all of this , im really really so sorryy for suchh a very mean person..

I want to tell you that I do LOVe you soo muucchhh...Im really love you..I do assume you as my veryy verryy special girlfriend and more than girlfriend . If can , I already assume you as my future wife..I really don't want to lose you if can...For me , you are my whole journey , my whole destination for my future and also being with you..Without you , I really dont know what will happen to me . I also wish that you will be stay forever with me..I wan to honestly say to you that I really can't let you go...even that you say something that make my feeling hurt . But i dont care bout that . b'cuz i realy love you soooo mucchhh more than just word and anything...I hope that you will stay forever with me with all the sweet memories we go trough together and fight for our LOVe...

I will never forget about you...you are the greatest girlfriend that i ever have.. 

Only you will be in my hEaRT FoReVeR and EvER !!

NO one can replace you beside than you...

I ReALY mean what i said all of thiss...

I hope you can forgive me..

I really made a big problem to you..

I can't sleep , I can't think bout my studies or anything..

What in my mind for this whole day is just about you...

I really make you upset and dissapointed with me..

But please..im so sorryy...

I LOVe you so muchh..SHUANN^^