WHAT SHOULD I DOOOOoo ????

I really don't know what i should do now when i know that its gonna be 

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It was really make me shock when i know that

What now is, I don't know what should I do already..

Please helpp meee...

What should I sayy..................

I don't dare to write what is I really feel and what i mean here..

HAiihhh... This really bad...