I Miss Youuu~

Babyy.. i miss you so muchh... I really can't wait to meet you.. TT.TT I wan to talk with in phone but it still doesnt work.. I thought i still can talk in phone with you when you at there.. But what ? Huhu... I feel lonely...so lonely without you...i need you... I really wish that we can talk in phone although you are far from my me.. I really miss you.. Everyday i just waiting for the time to goes on.. Just to wait you come back here so we can chat  and maybe we can meet... Every night.. It's really hard for me slip... Really really hard.. Miss you very much Shuan.. Hopefully you can give me a call or something else... Till here i write.. I love you babbyy.. Love you so muchh.. Muuahh.. Take your health yaa... Don't get sick or hurt yourself... Love You..

WHAT SHOULD I DOOOOoo ????

I really don't know what i should do now when i know that its gonna be 

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It was really make me shock when i know that

What now is, I don't know what should I do already..

Please helpp meee...

What should I sayy..................

I don't dare to write what is I really feel and what i mean here..

HAiihhh... This really bad... 

My LoVe Shuan~

Dear Shuan..

We have been couple for 1 year and 2 week... I never couple with someone as this long.. I felt that there is really really something special about you. I never feel really in love with someone . But with you, you really inspire me..I really feel in loving with you.. I hope that you also have the same feeling toward me.. I hope that our relationship will continue for forever until we are marry.. I really mean this. I know that you not so believe the word 'forever' . But I just hope that it will happen... In my mind, I never ever think about that I will break up with you . Even though that sometimes I very angry bout you, I never think that I wan to break.. Sometimes that what I angry you is because I love you so so mucchh....I hope that we will never mention again bout want to break.. Unless that if me or you don't love to each other anymore . But I really don't want this happen.. Because why ? Because of I don't want to lose you.. I always put you in my heart everytime , anywhere and until my last breath for you .. You really inspiring me.. Day by day , the sun goes up when morning and noon it goes up.. but my heart alwayysss be only for yourss...my heart will never change.. You are the one that can make me laugh , happy , enjoy the life , make me cry and a lots more ... I can't lose you.. You are my everything. Because you are what I got right now..Your eye... when I look into your eye for a long time.. it really can touch my heart.. And from that time will always make me love you.. You like a sunshine that shining very brightly which is in my heart very deeply... Nothing ever will stop our relationship.. Because you are the only thing that I got right noww.. I still can standing right next to you.. because the power of love between us will never ever ever droop like a plant that lack of water... I know we can loving each other until our last breath togatherr....

I lovee yoouuu my babbyy, SHUAN .. .. 

If i never met you , i wouldn't like you
If i didn't like you , i wouldn't love you 
If i didn't love you , i wouldn't miss you
But i did , and i always will


If loving you is wrong, then I don't want to be right!
If loving you is a crime. I'd like to be jailed for my whole life, in your heart.
I love you. Like a fat kid loves cakes.
If you have 1000 years of age, I just want to have 999 years and 364 days, so I never have to live a day without you


I love you so much ~shuan~

SHUannn , My lovee

Darlingggg..my shuannn2 . I mIssS U So MuCHH !!

I miss texting with you..

I felt so lonely not texting with youu..

I need you..

I wan you right next to me now..

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I really want to meet you..

Hope that tomorrow i can meet you

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I love you so muchh dear...

I really really really love you..

I dont knw wat is going on between us . Why we keep fighting ? Or maybe i should change...you ar right . I should changee...I will change...Im really so sorry for what had happen just now . Im not asking you to forgive me..i just want to sorry for always i hurt your feeling . Just nw was really a great fight . It goes so fast..n we keep quarrel . We should not let this thing happen again and again . Im not mean want to make you dissapointed on me . What the problem is just me . Me the one who bring all this problem . I just wan the situation as the past . Can we ? At the past we still can have a great time together , happy , smile , laugh , loving each other and less fight . Tats all what i wanted now . I really don't want to fight with you anymore..please ? From now on , i dare to promise that i wont quarrel with you anymore..i mean this .

My love is just for you..I really cant leave you and let you go just because of this . I really love you very much as my really special girlfriend . I do wish that you are the one who will be with forever until end of my life . I trusted you as what i am..I do love you . Really really love you . I hope that you can take me as your special boyfriend and you love very muchh...I hope you can stay with me forever eventhough I hurt your feeling . But now , i will do my best to make you happy and i will not hurt feeling as i cann...

~I really love you~

~Shuan~

TTTT.TTTT

Firstly , i wan to say that I'm really so proud to have you Shuan . Thank you for being so loyal with me for this long...eventhough i hurt your feeling for how many times but you still manage to stay with me..I so appreciate that..

Here it goes for the very hard part for me with you~

First thing that i wan to say to you is im so so so sorryy for what had happen..Im really so regreat to ask you do that all kind of thing..im was SO stupid at that time . I doesnt think about your feeling at all..I was such so selfishh..I just think bout my feeling and doesnt care for what you feel...what important thing at that time is just all about my feeling and what I wanted for . Im soo soryyy for being that person . I can't control myself  and also my nafsu at that time..what I care at that moment is just bout my SELFISSHH feeling . With this and all of this , im really really so sorryy for suchh a very mean person..

I want to tell you that I do LOVe you soo muucchhh...Im really love you..I do assume you as my veryy verryy special girlfriend and more than girlfriend . If can , I already assume you as my future wife..I really don't want to lose you if can...For me , you are my whole journey , my whole destination for my future and also being with you..Without you , I really dont know what will happen to me . I also wish that you will be stay forever with me..I wan to honestly say to you that I really can't let you go...even that you say something that make my feeling hurt . But i dont care bout that . b'cuz i realy love you soooo mucchhh more than just word and anything...I hope that you will stay forever with me with all the sweet memories we go trough together and fight for our LOVe...

I will never forget about you...you are the greatest girlfriend that i ever have.. 

Only you will be in my hEaRT FoReVeR and EvER !!

NO one can replace you beside than you...

I ReALY mean what i said all of thiss...

I hope you can forgive me..

I really made a big problem to you..

I can't sleep , I can't think bout my studies or anything..

What in my mind for this whole day is just about you...

I really make you upset and dissapointed with me..

But please..im so sorryy...

I LOVe you so muchh..SHUANN^^